My World . My Rules
Mother . Loving . Enthousiastic . Reserved . Arrogant
Trustworthy . Fun . Determined . Open
Closed . Agressive . Crazy . Saiko . Riskfull
This is me
I’m counting my blessings every single day but im counting my struggles aswell and how bad I want to ignore it, it’s there.
Laughing at me,
bringing me down,
pointing it’s finger towards me.
Screaming;
THERE WILL BE NO MERCY!!
Life gave me scars
my body is able to recover quickly
but my eyes…….
my eyes are tired hiding it.
Therefor I look the other way
cos I can’t deal with judging eyes
eyes that look at me with pity.
I’m keeping my eyes shut
praying nobody can see
the real me that is hiding behind
……. me
Lekker eh ^^
(Source: Spotify)
So….
Here I am inside.
While it’s freaking summer outside.
But I kinda have to cos babygirl is sick.
Last couple of days made us confused about what or what not to wear.
She was hot with a jacket on but cold without.
And that ended up in her having a flu and an eye infection, poor thang!
I blame this country though, 1 week of summer and the rest of the year it’s pretty much fall or winter. But somehow we gotta work with it and adjust to it, YES WE CAN.
This weather is like some dudes nowadays: unpredictable as hell.
SWAG to the fullest but secretly gay.
Hmmmm come to think about it, every girl needs a gay best friend right?!
You know that one guy whos eyebrow is better shaped than mine so I can say: “omg you gotta tell me where you get your brows done, I’m sooooo jealous of yours”.
And be like shopping all the time and asking each other what he’s or I’m doing now.. and now.. and now.. and what about now?
Okay back to reality, I’d better do or clean something.
*sigh* I’m bored…… save me!
Signing off,
Killah
